I worry too much!
There are times when I feel down. Too many love ones with problems that I have to hear about but can’t help them solve them. I know that I can’t be all things to everyone but my spirit wants too. That’s a problem when your heart says yes and your mind and sense of reasoning tells you to answer no. I’m trying to handle my own life but the phone keeps ringing with problems. So I feel a little overwhelmed even though I am not jumping in to help folks, just hearing about others’ problems are affecting me. Trust me I am even ignoring the phone. Even listening is not good for the soul sometimes.
Take for instance, this morning I was dreaming about terrorists and how they had kidnapped 20 busloads of children on their way to school. Get this- they used some high power metal to attach the buses to something way up in the sky. The buses were as high as airplanes, thus all the children had died from a lack of oxygen. The USA could not do anything because the magnet was so strong that when anything came close to it, it automatically became attached to this thing. This thing not only attached itself to metal, it did to all types of materials.
The dream started with me talking to Chuck Berry’s daughter-n-law, whom I am very good friends with, but haven’t seen (outside of emails) in about six months. As we talked, she starts to scream. We both look up and we see all these yellow school buses floating and being pulled through the sky. We are running to save the children and begging others to help. Either I need a strong drink- something I don’t do or a sleeping pill-something I have never taken.
Just say a little prayer for me. I know I worry too much about everybody else. I am working hard to take care of me. My spirit is just a little low.