Friday, July 29, 2005

I have a personal goal and that is to treat others the way you want to be treated. However, I find that sometimes this doesn't work especially if the person who bugs you the most enjoys being a pest because she believes that makes her look good. I know a person that should be slapped hard across the face because she is the most unpleasant person I know. No one likes her. But she thinks this is cute. I keep trying to give her professional courtesy, because that's just who I am. I often think that she suffers from a lack of self-esteem, have problems at home and is not happy. She spends her time trying to make others' lives miserable because she seems so miserable and sad. I try to deal with her negative attitude but she thinks that makes a person weak. I don't let her bother me much but it is hard to ignore her and yet I have found myself wanting to knock the crap out of her. So I gathered my things whenever she is around and disappears. The sad part of this is she thinks that it is her choice that no one hangs anywhere near her for more than a minute. Thinking about it maybe she is right. You get what you put out. On a good note, my book Backroom Confessions is doing well in Augusta, Georgia. So that lifts my spirits. So the lesson I learned today, when you put out positive energy you get a positive return like more book sales or more warm fuzzies (good feelings) but when you seek to make others miserable, you sink lower in your own life....

Misery loves company is what I'm told
A pain in the ass, why be so cold.
Your actions are not cute, only bold,
I pray for the release of the devil from your soul.....

Now I feel much better (LOL)

2 comments:

Rose said...

Girl are you a writer or what? You said all the correct adjectives but real-it was a challenge but now it's just funny. I'm just getting new stuff for my new book....

Rose said...

gramyActress@21
I think you must be going through the same experiences that I'm going through. Don't sweat the small stuff.